" God Dey Bless Me "

so i took a little hiatus, without any type of warning, yeaahh i know my fault. umm, life has been pretty sucky lately .. like extremely sucky (for a lack of a better term) one thing after another .. and i was completely wiped out .. i'm talking about drained, no hope, no joy .. nothing, basically if i made it through one day that was good enough. then this weekend came around and it's like i was restored, i can't stop giving praise .. it's my way of saying thanks cause the little slump i was in .. i promise you i didn't think i would ever come out of it .. i mean i'm still battling with things, it's not easy but i'm surviving and i'm happy and i'm blessed. i had to take a moment and count all my blessings and i couldn't even keep count. anyways, whatever you're going through, i promise you .. there's gonna be a brighter day. they say joy comes in the morning, and i know this for fact. ask me about my testimony.

in my feelings.

alot's happened and i'm a bit taken back by life's events. hit an all time low and literally got in a little funk, hated life .. but i had to bounce back up cause life waits for nobody .. you hear that .. NOBODY. so anyways, i've been doing some deep soul searching .. :p .. well not really but i've just been thinking and i came across this video on youtube.

this song was everything back in 08 .. i remember i played this song over a million times, i was a bit obsessed, just kidogo but anyways. it brings back memories, i'm feeling a bit nostalgic. i wish i could rewind time, go back to 08 and just live life no care at all. urgh, growing up sucks. but yahh know what ? .. actually i don't know what. i'm kinda glad i've gone through everything i've gone through. makes me stronger, soo cliche but soo true.

" nawaza"

disappointment.

today, i had an anatomy test and um, i'm not going to call myself an over achiever, let's just say i'm at a point in my life where i know what i want and i know what i must do to get there. there is no reason at all, for me to settle for anything less than what i know i'm capable of doing, and if i can do that certain thing, i want to push myself as hard as i can to get even better. i'm done with being mediocre, it really wasn't helping at all and i'm not going back to that. anyways, back to the test, i had a lab test in my anatomy and physiology class which i totally bombed, i got an 81% .. to the average person, yeah it's an average grade but that's the lowest i told myself i would ever get a B is not acceptable, nope .. not at all. not at this point .. i'm pissed and i guess there's only one way from here. remember this feeling and remind myself to never let myself feel like this ever again. BUT anyways moving right along, i'm really tempted to cut my hair off and just chill .. thinking about it, thinking about it ......

prints galore

i came across this post on one of my favorite blogs (whowhatwear.com) and i can't wait to get one of these clutches. the perfect accessory. i love prints and this is the perfect way to incorporate them in your outfit. if you're a bit skeptical about prints, less is more :)

solace.

so much truth !!!! slightly obsessed with this lad .. konshens for all you that don't know him. he never disappoints, atleast he doesn't disappoint me. if you haven't heard of him, go headddd, click the play button. i can't get enough of this song. currently raping the reply button :p (oopss)

JAH LOVE MI

take it easy.

i keep telling myself these exact words. last night i had this pointless mini breakdown cause my phone broke, well not really broke, but let's just say it's not working right now ! ugh. and i just threw a fit and i was like .. " i'm obviously too wrapped up in material things to even worry about things that actually matter " so i'm taking it easy. i'll get it fixed obviously but it's just that i wanted it to work at that exact time and i felt like i needed to reply to people. i don't know, i hate disappointing people and having them wait .. i guess it's cause i don't like it when people do that to me ? .. so i make sure i don't do that to people. but anyways ! .. moving right along. i just emailed my resume to a few companys, hoping i'll get a good summer job. my current job ? .. well umm, let me not complain, but i'm not getting enough hours (first world problems) and  a sistaaaa has needs .. so i need to up my game ! but on a lighter note, i wore my hair in a twist out today :) lovely. it didn't come out as rough as theone on tuesday did .. sheeesh that was a mess. but here yeee go :)

sweet dedication

my love sent me a dedication by the most amazing band (my opinion) in all kenyan history just-a-band, if you haven't heard of them well then you're definitely missing out. i don't know why i haven't featured them on my blog but here it is. everything they do is meticulously done. not just that,  but they're not like your normal run of the mill kenyan music group, nope. they're more than that, they're freaking amazing, let's just say that. check them out

jienjoy.